Waiting for new job to start

Well it has been awhile and I would like to play catch up. Back in November I have decided to go back to the "old fashion" way of getting a job (ground mailing DVD portfolio along with resume and cover letter to production studios and photography companies. I did a follow up call to a Paul Perhaps of Mystic Image Video. It was during the holiday season so I wasn't expecting anyone to have time to hire anyone new. But as luck would have it Paul still had my package on his desk and he said that he has seen my work and loved it. Especially and "hunting" movie. We talked for a while and he said that he would like to set up an interview before the holidays...fast forward to January.

I figured that it was busy for him so I decided to call back and I got his wife Lana. I talked to her about he previous discussion that I had w. her husband and she set up an interview w. me the following Monday...or it may have been Tuesday. Anywas Paul called me before I headed out and Lana had appointments w. potention bride clients, but he said that if it was cool w. me that I can come out and meet with him. He saw my "flat" work and my resent DVD that I made for my cousin's baton business and we talked about how he would talk it over w. Lana and I would come back to do a more "formal" interview w. her. I met w. Lana about two weeks after and she decided that she wanted to give me a chance.They wanted me to start off as a Production Assistant. I would help set up and take down equipment and assistant the camera operators until I move up 2nd hand camera operator. The wedding "season" doesn't start until May so I'm just waiting for news on when I can start requesting days off from Dick's to go make some real money.

I just hope that I didn't blow it. I checked my email & found out that Paul had emailed me to see if I would help him w. a shooting at a school event. I had to work and I didnt' have time to change shifts. I felt like I messed up. I emailed Paul back and he was like "oh I was worried like you died or something. Rob set it up so that any email from them will go directly to my phone. I emailed Paul the info and he said that it will come in handy. That was the last that I have heard from them. I emailed after about letting them know that I can't wait to start working for them and I wanted to know if anything was going on work wise. Nothing. I am worried that just because I didn't get check my email everyday and I missed the opprotunity. What if they never respond to my emails and they never get ahold of me for their wedding jobs. I will feel like it was another failed attempt at getting a job in my field.